Be good is not always good

Maybe I'm be good for to long. I'm a good girl. But why do they still call me bad sometimes. I never blame anyone because I always be the one to be blame. It's like what I do to them is still not good enough. They don't know ho hard to be this good.

I never lie to anyone. Because in fact I always lie to myself. Like all the time. Simply because I don't want to hurt people. I don't know if that's what kill me inside.

Now I feel like I don't have brain. I don't know how to make it works. I can't control myself. I can't control what I have to do. I am crazy now. But, is it okay if crazy people call herself crazy?

16' March 8

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